This weeks weigh in - 192.0 lbs
I gained 1.5 lbs this week. I knew it wasn't going to be good. I felt bloated, and sluggish all day today! So much so that I didn't go to my WW meeting tonight. I just felt too exhausted after working all day, and to have to go to the meeting which usually lasts about an hour and a half in total, I knew I couldn't face it. It would have meant I wouldn't get home til about 8pm. And then not have a proper meal until about 9pm. These are just excuses though. I knew I had gained and I didn't want to have to face the scale at my meeting and feel disappointed! Just a few weeks ago, I had gone to my meeting. I had been perfect all week - and I was expecting to lose about 3.5lbs (I had GAINED 5.5lbs the week before!) But when I stepped on that scale a few weeks back and had only lost 2lbs I felt devastated! I left my meeting and burst into tears in my car! All the while telling myself 2lbs is great! And it was just the week before Christmas! I was so emotional that I had put in all that effort and had lost 2lbs. I would tell anyone else that was fantastic! But I couldn't accept it. And now here I am yo-yoing back and forth to my start weight.
So, I am accepting it now. I will do better next week - I will go to my meeting and face any consequences that there may be. No point hiding my head in the sand any longer. It will only get me even closer to 200lbs.
Okay, that post was just a ramble of what is going on in my head. Hopefully I will make more sense when I am not so tired!
Thanks guys for your awesome comments yet again! You are all great and you help keep me motivated!!!
I also received a Blog award from Chicky! I don't have time to do a proper post about it just now - but I will do one for Sunday!! Check out her blog, she's great!!
Love you all!! x0x0x0!
You're doing great! Next week you'll do better. I just started WW this week, so I'm hoping that it really does work :)
ReplyDeleteJust a bump in the road..... you can get through this!
ReplyDeleteSometimes focusing too much on the weight is a bad thing! I recommend trying on your skinny jeans every friday. this is an excellent indicator of your progress.
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ReplyDeleteYou'll do wonderful next week. We all have "enh" weeks. You just had one. Chin up, sweetie! You'll rock it next week and feel better, too.
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Weeks like that suck. Simply suck. Hope you feel better at present. I've done weight watchers in the past with success, but o after I had my children, it didn't work for me - I dunno why. Maybe my portions were to high and I didn't know how to convert my own food into points. I'm doing calories now and doing well. Still. I know how it feels to just WILL that scale to respond huh.
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