The Dreaded Weigh In

I weighed in on Monday and the scale read 199.8lbs.  I knew it was going to be bad, but I didn't think it would be as close to 200lbs as that!  Eeeeek.  To make matters worse, I weighed myself again this morning and it was over 200lbs at 200.2lbs.

So I am going to make that my official start weight for my new journey:

200.2 lbs

I've not done my measurements yet, but I know it's bad because my work trousers are soooo tight.
I can't continue like this.  I have been basically binge eating for the last 2 months.  All I have been doing is thinking about food.  If I'm at work, I'm thinking of all the bad stuff I can go out and get during my lunch break.  How about 4 huge Monster Mallow Cakes??  Sure!  Why not?!?  Heck, throw in a multi pack of crisps (potato chips!).  I love those too!  What else can I have?!  3 chocolate bars.  Bags of candy.  Anything I see in the store that I might want to eat.  A packet of biscuits.  Sure add that in too.

What I really need is a few days of being focussed and back on track and then I know things will feel a lot easier.

I had cancelled my subscription for my Body Media Fit a few months ago, but I rejoined yesterday to hopefully ease back into fitness and moving again.  I did almost 11000 steps today just because I was wearing it.  It really helps keep you moving!  I like when I hit over 10000 steps!  It makes me feel accomplished!

The next thing I'm going to do is to write my own success story.  I'm going to write it as if I've already lost the weight, have become a runner and a become a much more positive person!  I read about this idea a while ago and I loved it!  Fake it 'til you make it!

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