We went to Chinatown on Sunday afternoon too - I got a couple of things from the Chinese grocery shop, but I also noticed they had a bakery there too, with lots of lovely looking buns (I wish I had that!) but I didn't buy anything from the bakery - I restrained myself from going in!
Nothing much else has been happening really. I still haven't been to the gym in over a month (I need a major kick in the ass for this!) and to be honest I don't feel good about myself. It's a vicious circle. I will get back this week!! We want to get back to the Tennis coaching too - that was a great workout!
I bought a few goodies for myself, which weren't edible (shock!) lol. So hopefully I will post some photos later this week.
On a sadder note, tomorrow will be the two year anniversary since my mum passed away. I can't believe it has been that long, and yet it only feels like yesterday. They say time heals everything, and in a way it does, but some days you can cry so hard it takes your breath away. I feel like I'm living life in a haze just now and just go through the motions sometimes and I know there is more to life than that. I know my mum is probably watching me and telling me to get my ass in gear and stop all my "faffing" about! I know I should but I just feel like something holds me back and I don't know what it is - could it be that I'm afraid of being happy?
Time to finish up washing the dishes - some things never change!
Keep your head up high, Eve! Your doing great! Your Mom must be proud of you!! =)
ReplyDeleteHoping that tomorrow isn't too tough. I'm so sorry for the loss of your mom.
ReplyDeleteagreed. Your mom must be proud of you!
ReplyDeleteMake her proud of you!
I understand how you feel. It will be 2 years on Nov. 22 since my mom died. Big {{HUGS}} to you.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about that anniversary coming up- i know how you feel every March 2nd that comes around is another year my dad isn't here and it still hurts. I do believe they are here in spirit and still cheering us on...
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